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Sometimes it is difficult to look at the past and be comfortable with the life that I was living. The lying, the cheating, the stealing, all the “ings”. It was so easy to blame alcohol, to say because I was drunk I acted this way. But when I am able to look deeper, that’s not the truth. The truth is, I acted those ways because I had the burning desire to feel something different then the way I was feeling. Even in my worst state of drunkenness, I knew the difference between right and wrong, I just chose wrong. Deep...

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